Our Little Journal

In this journal, i will share each and everything about
my real kadar of life, jiske liye mere dil se feelings
actually jagi thi, shyd eh journal kdi mein mishti nu
dikha na pvaa prr mera dil hmesha yaad rkhuga ki
sala ki feeling c jdd kisi nu dilo chahya c, 13 march
2026 toh likhna start kr reha prr dil ch feeling mere
sade college trip kasauli tee hi jaag gai c and o date c
26 feb 2026. Meinu ni ptaa mein kyo ehna obsess
horeha but seriously mishti i know thnu trust issues
horahe ki ansh ptani kida ye vo meinu taa khud toh
ehna inferior complex areha ki eh sochda ohnu meri
shakal hi na psnd hoii fir?. I am writing like you are
reading it, but sadly its a NO!. Aaj mein chintpurni
jvala g baglamukhi hoke aya and mein shocked aa
mein kyo ptani prr thnu mangg ke aya yrrr. Meinu ni
pta kyo horrha eh sb but seriously je kyo pta hunda
ta shyd eh pyar hi na hunda. In love with you❤️
Shuru toh idgaf behaviour rkhke aaj edha horrha ki
ansh tuu krr ki reha ki horeha. But schi swaad bhot
areha. Aaj tuhada reply late areha prr dikkat ni hori
vrna ego meri ehni high aa ki mein ds ni skda prr ho ki
reha ptani yr. likh reha shyd kdi tuc pdo prr eh
journal mera sara pyar describe kru. I was into a
relationship but this feeling is like first and last! Not
kidding i swear

Aaj ik hor din jdd ohde bare sochde sara dinn
udata, prr regret koini. Ohnu pta hai mein ohnu
psnd krda pr sala aj pta lga ki o ta kisi hor nu psnd
krdi ohde dil ch jgah hini, te sala jide vste jgah hai
o kadar ni kr reha💔. Dil tuteya prr dil ne nava
raah dikhaya ki yr mein eh kudi nu ik jindagi
daugaa ehnu life dikhauga ehde vste kuch bnke
aagge aauga. Harman shyd kdi tuc vi eh journal
pdho thank you so much and you joined this
mission mishti🥹 recovering her from toxicity. Bro
ehna pyar vdh gya na yr ki mishti jida vi a meinu
bs edha chahida meri ho jave bs hor ni chahida
kuch mein ehnu apna most important part bnake
rkhna chahna life da. I know eh unbelievable lag
reha pr mein tere piche pagal aa mishtiiii! Tuc
shyd kdi ehh journal na pdho prr mera mann
janda mein tuhade vstee apne aap nal glla mariya
c❤️

Aaj ik hor din jd din di shuruvaat hi ohnu
sochn toh laike hoi, late uthya prr raati late
sutta vi ohde bare sochke hi siga❤️ bhot
maza areha prr mann dukhda kai vaar. Prr
koini eh time dubara ni ana ehh yaada shyd
kdi kisi hor nal na bna pava jo mein kalla
rehke vi kisi nu feel krde bna skda. Oh kisi hor
nu jroor psnd krdi hau prr mein ohnu jivve
rkhna chahna shyd ohnu koi rkhn da soche vi
na🥹. YOU WILL BE MY FOREVER CRUSH
MISHTIII❤️. Meinu pta tuc mere message
janke ni dekh rahe prr eh cheej mera dimag
keh reha, te dil! Dil soch reha o theek te hai
naa.

Aaj mishti bare 1 cheej hor pta lagi ki oo CA
di preparation kr rahe ne, and sunn ke mera
dil hor khush hogyaa ki yess the person i am
in love with is also a admiring personality.
Mein halle ohde nal gll krn chh hichkana
jroor aa prr je ohnu kdi lod paugi ta sab toh
aage mein khda hauga i swear. Mere linkedin
te connections de through mein halle toh hi
approach krleya ki kall nu je ehnu lod pai, i
should have a person in front for her. Yes i
am getting mad, but loving itt!!

Bhot confused chal reha pr ohde vste pyar
constant hai, college betha, jaldi agya si ajj, aage
hmesha late aya kyoki koi purpose ni si aan da,
hun ohdi ikk jhalak da bhukha a😂. Waiting for
her❤️

Pyar meinu hoyaa prr rola mein apne 3 dost
ch edha paya jida bhabhi hi bngi hovve.. aaj
dost nu phn kita mein keha vadaiyaa broo
bhot bhot bhot o kehnda mishtii mangi?😂
mein sochya yrr ki chal reha o mere nal gl tk
ni krr rahi tee mein ohde bare apne naldeya
nuvi dsi betha. Smjh ni aari ki kyo ehna pyar
hogya meinu ohde nal prr soah lagge ohnu
apne toh dur ni hon dau kdi je meri hogai.
Roj ohde bare likhdaa , likhda shyd 1% hi aa
jina ohde bare sochda

Mein 18 march nu kuch mishtii tuhade bare
likh ni paya, prr dil mera sara time thnu hi
puchda tuhadi hi udeek krda. Meinu ni ptaa
tuc manoge nii manoge prr mein hmesha
pyar kraga thnu dil ch apne, i know eh
surprising aa ki ehni cheti kida pyar ho skda
pr meinu hoya yr kyo hoya kida hoya kuchni
pta but i love you yr🥹. Aaj ik kudi ne meinu
approach kita, thik c kudi tuhade toh vdh
sohna ta meri akha ch hai ni koi na hau, but
single hon de naate mein ohde nal gl vdha
skda c but yr dil ne nali kehta. Ki bss ohii,
psnd ik rkhni, meri hove na hove idgaf. You
are love of my life ❤️. Roj sochda didi nu dsa
tere bare prr yrr dill drda ni dil shrmanda

Tuhade nal kinna pyar aa tuc kdi ni jaan
skdee ptaa kyoo? Kyoki madam tuc chajj nal
gll hini krdee yrr. Tuc ik vaar gll kro meinu
parkhoo tuc jandee vii oo koi thnu kinnaa
jyaada pyaar krdaa hai roj tuhade upar kuch
na kuch likhda hai thnu pyaar krda haii aap
smjhte kyu nai ooo, yrr mishtii bhot pyaar
krda yrr thuu khush dekhna chahna mein aaj
harman nu keha c ki eh real mishti nai hai
mere nal aaoo relation chdo trust krke mere
nal aage vdho thnu dikhauaga real mishti
kaun hai

Sara din ohde bare sochda kdh dina, msg krn
toh pehla 50 vaar sochda ohnu mein glt na
lga ohnu uncomfortable na kr dva, ohnu
desperate na lga. Mere vrga extrovert mufat
person ehna kuch soch reha ik person bare ki
pyar aa eh? Te ohnu shyd lgda jida baki ohde
magar lagge aa ansh ohna cho ik a. Baki yr jd
da pta lga ohnu koi hor psnd hai dil ta
dhukya hai prr koinii, je mein sahi hoya ohde
vste ta rabb meinu deduga. Mein eh ni
kehnda je mere vste sahi hove ta meri hojugi,
mein ohnu glt keh hini skda. Mein glt hauga
ta ni rabb ohnu mera hon de reha

Aaj mein sara din thnu koi message ni kita prr
tuhade te likh jroor reha kyoki yaar mein pyaar
krdaa vaa thnuu tuc smjho i know ehni cheti
pyaar nai hunda prr meinu hoya hai yrr meinu
pehli vaar hoya mein ehna obssessed ehna
loving kdi nai c jina hun aa mein real ansh
dekhya hai. I dont know how to thank you but
you are the one jide krke mein apni eh
personality dekh paa reha jide bare mein sara
sara din sochda vaa yrr thank you soo much
yaar thank you. Ptani ki horeha bss tuhade nal
pyaar bhot jyaada ho chukaa hrr time tuhade
naam de tarle krda rabb aagee yrr

Sonn lgaa c prr neend ni aari ohde bare hi
soch reha. Meinu dikh reha o meinu psnd ni
krdii prr mera dil kehnda ki ansh ehde vrgi
feeling tenu pehlan kdi nai aai soo lgaa reh..
mera o msg 7-8 ghnte vi tapa dindi hai te
dekhdi nai hai.. prr mera kdi ohde aage ego
factor aa hini paya yr🥺.

Aaj pehli vaar tuc meinu koi reel share kiti c
tuc momos di bheji c mein ehna jyadas
khushh yrr ki tuc mere bare sochde vi ho yrr
seriously lovee youu soo much kaash muh te
bol paanda tee sunn panda lovee you too jii

Aaj fer sara din tuhada bhot late reply aya
prr meinu koi dukh nai hoya mein janda vaa
tuhanu halle koi feelings nai prr mein lagga
rahugaa banke dikhaugaa.. KAMYAAARR hrr
kudi da favourite kamyaarr

Happiness on peakkkk
Ohne aaj time te reply kitee raati, ohda Ptani but
mein bhot bhot khush aa yrrr😭😭😭😭 thank youu
rabbaaaa❤️🙏🏻

Aaj mein eh decide kita ki soon mein ohnu
dsugaa ki ohnu mein psnd krda , pyar da izhaar
tdd kruu jdd sahi time hau.. meinu ni pta o meri
hau nai hau ptanii, but mein ohnu apni life ch
chahna chahe jo mrzi bnke aave o❤️ mein ohde
upr apni jindagi likhna chahna. Oo ca banna
chahndi hai mein apne goals ohde nal pura krna
chahna mein chahna o CA bne te mein ohdi life
chh importance rkhaa ohde CA journey ch,
meinu ptaa ohde nal society ne glt kita hai ..
mein ohnu hrr cheej jo bhr kdhh ik jindagi dena
chahna. I know eh sb mzak lag reha hove shyd
but seriously yrr mein sara din mishti tere bare
hi sochdaa yrr sara din tuhade msg di udeek
krdaa. Mein ehni egoistic personality tere aage
bilkul zero aa yr zero😭. Mein bss eh chahna

Zindagi purani chdd te mere nal aage vdh,
Tenu pyar beshumaar toh pta lagu ki hundi pyr di hdd,
Aaj pehli vaar tere te kuch likh reha,
Tenu apne akhi soch bss muskraa reha,
Pyar tere nal hai kina oo tu aj tk na jaan saki,
Tenu esi zindagi dikhau tu past na kdi pehchaan sakhi,
Tenu dil de kol rkh bss hsdaa vekhna chahna,
Sukoon kinu kehnde oo teri muskaan toh smjhna chahna,
Vishwas rkhya jna jroor mushkil hai,
Prr tenu khush rkhna mere vste jroor mumkin hai,
Tu chahe meinu kdi apna na bnai,
Bs merekol reh meri zindagi swaar dai.
Meinu pta tenu mere bare pta sab hai,
Prr pyar kive kruu iss bare tu anjaan hai.
Tenu dhokhe ch dekh khud hanjuu nal bhij skda,
Tenu kivve dhokhaa de deya,
Mein ta drr teri khij toh skda.
Tere kol reh tenu iss zalim smaaj toh bchana chahna,
Tenu kol rkh zindagi de rang dikhana chahna.
Tera khwaab CA da mein pugaan ch jaan vardu,
Tu bss Vishwas rkhi mein iss jagg nu chdd sabb tere utto
vaardu.
Bhul skda mein sab si bs eh pyar nai,
Mishti sab tere vste hai iss toh bdd koi pyar nai koi yaar nai
❤️

Trust me sab sach hai seriously eh ala mere
dil de bhot close hai. Mein tenu psndd ussi
din krleya c jdd apa trip te c. Bhot hurt hoya
c uss din jddd tuc meinu bye bye hifive ni diti
c. Mein egoistic personality uss din bhot hurt
hoya and I was like what the fuck meinu kyo
ehni prvah horahi but yr with time i started
loving you. And aaj da din hai mein kall apne
didi ghr gya si othe krishan g radha g di
sthapit murtiya hai and mein othey thnu
mangeya kii bss eh kudi nu meri jholi ch
paado mein schi jaan vardu ehde toh.. and
raati aake tuhade replies aarey c i was very
very happy. Aaj gurudwara gya thnu mangke
aya, chintpurni jvala g gya c thnu mangke
aya. Meinu yr bss tuc chahide oo hunn mein
relation ni kehndaa bss meinu tuc meri life
ch present chahidie oo.

Mein sara din mishti g tuhade bare hi
sochda, sochda jdd tuc mere hojuge mein
thnu apni bhen nal milvaugaa. Mera past
jroor reha pr mein kdi eh accept tk ni kita ki
meri koi sehli vi hai. And finally je rabb meinu
bakshda thnuu je mein sahi hoya tuhade
vste. Ta mein thnu apni bhen nall milvaugaa
she will be very happy to see you. I am
manifesting you 24/7 yaarr. Mein sara time
ehi sochda ohnu edha rkhuga ohnu edha
kruga ohh CA inter ch aaugi ohnu mein Pdh
auga mein smjhaugaa mein ohda sath dauga.
Ptani ki ki yrrr😭. Please yrr i seriously
started loving you and you are considering
this a attraction of me only😭

Ab uska msg aya hua hai mein janke ni
dekhugaa taki subha good morning bol pau
😂😂😎😎

Aaj finally ohde nal glla hoiya ohnu apni family bare dsyaa
aaj dil kaafi khush hai❤️ nazar na lagge bss.. ohnu apni life
bnana chahnaa sab bhulke sbb chdkee ohde nall bss ikk
vdia rste turna chahna. Aaj meinu ohdi ik Reel bheji
harman ne and seriously mein reel near about 50 vaar
dekhli just to see her. Ohnu lg reha mein ohde nal flirt kr
reha yrr kuch, bss ik vr ohde hath eh journal lagge shyd
sbb nikl jave ki there is someone who want her without any
condition, love her even she has crush on someone else💔
i don't want her to go in dirty hands seriously 🙏🏻 meri na
hove koi gl nii, kisi glt bnde di na hove bss kl nu. Mein ni
kehnda mein 100% sahi aa prr yrr ohde nal mada krn chh
hath pair kambnn lg jn ge. I am seriously in love with you
mishti❤️

Mein sara time mishti tuhade bare soch da
speech ready krda rehna ehnu edha kahu edha
bolu edha ohnu smjhau edha ohnu aage vdhau,
thnu desperate na lagga iss krke reels show
hundiya tuhade vste bhejn vste bhejda ni 1
bhejdaa baki save krke rkhlena ki shyd kdi ta
bhejagaa.. i dont know what is happening but the
true thing is i am in love with her. Ohnu mein
psnd nai meinu eh pta pr yr mein ohnu kisi glt
hatha ch ni dekh skda yr oo ehni masoom aa yr
🥺.

Aaj pehli vaar ohde nal ehni gll hoi ohde nal gl
krke ehna sukoon mileya i swear❤️.. aaj ohnu
mein apni family bre hor dsyaa apne pov bare
dsyaa shyd o halle mere te bhrosa ni kregi prr
seriously mein ohde upro jaan vaar skda hun
apni eh hisab hai.. jo mrji hai chahe haa hai
ohdi chahe naa hai.. mein eh journal ohnu kdi
na kdi jroor pdhauga🥹

Rabb di meher nall meri ohde nal gl taa shuru
hogi sukh nal kl raati 4 vaje tkk glla mariaa.. bhot
vdia kudi hai yr rabb vrgi kudi hai, jida di chahna
same ohii haii hdd toh vdhh sweet hai prr ohnu
jida smjh aya ki mein ohnu apni life ch chahnaa
ohne nali sunata ki mein relation ch aan nu nai
ready, yrr relation ni chahida meinu meri life ch
ohh chahidi hai bss🥹🥹 meinu ni chahida kuchh
hor🥺

Ohde vallo message, reels dono seen te chd dena
mere vste bhot ik set back c but i chose to give her
some space. Yr i am not obsessed but i am in love.
Meinu meri life ch chahidi hai oo at any cost, I
seriously love her yrr.. mere vste uss toh vdia kudi by
nature iss jmane ch hai hini.. yrr mishii yr mein tuhade
vste ptani ki ki sukh ke betha ki tuc jis din mere hojuge
mein golden temple jake aau ardaas krauu meinn
gurudware mandir jake vii ehi mangda ki rabba bss eh
kudi meri jholi chh paade mein bhot saambh ke
rkhugaa🥺. I wanna cry right now seriously 😭

Meinu ohdi feelings nai najar andiya. Aaj
ohda mood khrab lgga meinuu and i tried my
best to make her laugh and just demanded
one thing in return ki jdo free hauge meinu
dss dena i will wait. Ohda halle tk msg ni ayaa
i was afraid thik hai sbb yaa naii mein apni
ego self respect side te rkhke text krleyaa
ohna nu. Prr gl sarii eh hai ki mein vi expect
kr reha kuchh in return and when i am
loosing i am getting soo soo hurted ki mein
bss rondaa hini yrr.. mishtii thnu sabb mzak
lag reha hauu navva navva chaska lag reha
hauu.. meri relation ch aan dii chah lgri hau.
Yr mein diloo pyar krn lagpeya aa thnuu..
mein schi mazak ni kr reha.. thnu izhaar ni kr
skdaa prr mein thnuu bnan vste thnu aage
vdhan vste kisi vi hdd tkk ja skda. Te je ehna
krke vi mein je rvaan aaleya cho aa ta ki faida
rehgya mera??🥺..

Mein koshish issdi kiti ki o ik vrr hss pavve,
Mere dil nu suntushti ohda ik hasa hi pa davve,
Mein pyar kina krda eh tu na jaan ski,
Tere vste kina girr skda tu na kdi pehchaan
skki,
Suneya hai ki kisi magar anne vang bhajan nal
satt sehni pendi,
Tere sare dukhh apne sirr krr lva satt ta 100
pavve rehndi,
Mein tenu kina keemti smjh ke rkhu tu vishwas
ta kr,
Tu nibhan di koshish taa krr,
Jindagi da eh ik chance tenu pyar beshumaar
dau,
Mohabbat di kami na kdii ehh tera pyrr dau.
Tere ghr da bcha bnke mein rahu,
Tera jeevan bnan ch mein mein lgga rahu,
Mein tere parivar nu apna bnana chahna,
Apna bna ohna nu vi hsana chahna,
Ohna da bcha bnn sewa da farz pura krna,
Naal ohna de rehh sabb khwaab pura krna
Tu ik chance ta de mishii🥹

Mein suneya hai ki je apni value bhuulkee
apa kisi magar javage taa oo vi sadi value
bhul jayega.. prr mishtii ki kra yr mere vstee
tuc jroorii oo meri value nii te mein ehna
drda ki yr mein pehli vr edha kisi vste ho
prehaa je ehh na hoii taa ki kruga yrr tut
jauga ye vo. Ki kra yr🥹😭. Mein yrr obssesed
ni aa pyr krn lagpeyaa yrr plz koi ta smjho
mein edha kisi da ni ho skda vishwas rkho🥹

I manifested you mishii, i begged bhagwaan g
ki o meri ho jave. Mein bhot smbhaal ke
rkhuga. Before i let you go,
I will tell you everything ❤️

Sade dona da halle ehna bond vi nai hai firvi
mein thnu bhot miss kr reha yrr mera pyaar
bann chuke oo jaan vasan lag gai hai tuhade
chh sara time tuhadade baare hi sochda
rehna vaa yrr tuc pyaar o mera, sabb kuch
bann chuke o please ik vaar rabb meri sunnn
lavve pehli vaar insaan mang reha meinu de
dave yrr rab pleaseeee

Today is 1 april mera ta dil kr reha propose hi
krr dava jee naa krti april fool bolduu prrr kini
gandiii soch aa ehh tuc kehda bujh hoo sabb
smjhde hi oo yrr mein thnu pyaar krdaa, meri
ca sahiba tuc ik vvrr manno ta sahi thnu
pyaar dikhauga aslii pyaar dikhauga kii
hundaa sohniyee. I lovee you sooooo
muchhh

YOUR DREAMS TO COMPLETE
Make her CA
Guitar
Trampoline park
How to drive car, bullet
Concert
Travelling

Yrr tuc ni jandee ki tuc ehne pyare oo tee thnu
koii ehna pyar vi kr skda, yr mein apni ego 0 krtii
aa tuhade aage schi plzz mere naal raho mere
bnke mein tuhade te apne jaan vardugaa yrr tuc
bhrosa ta krke dekhoo..

Ki chl reha kuch smjh ni areha,
Bss mann cho tera khyal ni ja reha,
Mein tenu apne nal khdeya dekhna chahna,
Mein tere ch apna sabb vsda dekhna chahna,
Mera pyar bn mere nal khd ta sahi,
Mein sb tere uto vardu tu bss naal ta rahi,
Tuc sabb jande vi anjaan rehne oo,
Meinu meri psnd da puchde o,
Khud jvab bn mere khwaba ch rehne o❤️
Mere vste tuhade supne jroori bn chuke ne,
Mere sare khwaab tuhadi muskaan te mukk
chuke ne,
Mein tenu dhokha ni de skda,
Mein tenu hanjuaa ch ni dekh skda,
Tere paira di chaahh rehna chahna,
Sbb tere toh aage khdd,
Hrr tera dukh apne te sehna chahna❤️
Bhrosa kr ta sahi,
Jindagi kinu aakhde oo dsna chahna❤️

Mera sara mood hun edha hai tuhade te
matter krda. Ghr health situations chal
rahiya dovva te mein ehna pgl ho chuka
gurudware jake vi mein thnu mang rehaa
sabb sukh shanti te mishti❤️.. mein schi yr
iss vrr bhot serious aa te schi mein rabb vang
rkhuga thnuu ik vr bhrosa ta krke dekho.. pyr
ehna ki je tuhada reply aareha tuhade nal gl
hoi hai taa bhot vdia din jayega sara din
charming rahugaa and jd ni aayega tdd mein
overthink kruga td mera kithe mann ni lagega
mtlb yr all is depending upon you🥹. Please
mishii❤️

Not kidding mishii iss time tuc meinu dske
hatey o ki daadi thnu dekhke hsse aajj khidd
gaye ik dumm meri akha bhrgiya yrr mein vi
edha hi hsda rehna chahna thnu dekhke🥹❤️

5 april 2026 mein thnu confess kitaa ki mein thnu psnd krda prr mein dss ni paya
exactly kivve thnu rkhna chahna.. tuc kehne o mein pehle hi jvab de chuki aa ki
mein relation ch nai aana yrr relation chahida hini life time support chahidi tuhadii
oo de skde ho?? Mein thnu apne kol rkhh ik vdia life dena chahna thnu apne dil di
gll dss sbb tuhade dil da vi sunna chahnaa tuhada time chahna prr time waste krke
thnuu zindagi toh aage vdhn ch ni rokna chahna. Meinu pta thnu trust issues ne prr
trust me yr mein pehle bhot glt reha but hun naii yrr mein thnu choose kita hun ik
umeed smjhke hun tuc ya ta mein kisi val nai mein psnd krdaa ehh niii ki hun kisi val
vi chla java.. theek hai yr mein pehle sbb for granted leya mein ehna lovable past
vste nai reha apne prr hun mein sbb badal dena chahna, chahe oo ghrr dsna haii
thnu smbhlna hai sabb vste tyar aa yr mein. Mein thnu use ni krna chahnda mein ta
tuhadaa o part banna chahna jide nall tuc khush rvvoo dunniya da hrr
compromise, sacrifice sbb krn de baad vii thnu edha na lagge mein piche rehri aa
mein tuhadi support nu prioritise krde hoyee tuhade regard nu ni bhulna chahnda
mein hrr cheej vich tuhada sath bnu sbb glt sbb kudiiya and all chdke tuhade nal
aage vdhuu thnuu oo sbb dauu joo tuc shyd kdi manifest ni kita hau.. haa mein
krdaa thnuu, thnu rvana ni chahnda pr tuhade ronde te thnu hsana chahna.. meinu
pta edha bhrosa krna saukha nai hai kisi te vi hunde hai trust issues, mein kehna let
it be, but at least ik chance ta lvoo ki pta life badal javve?? Mein glt ni aa te je glt
lgda meet my family. Mein thnu milke tuhadi akha ch akha paake bolnn da dumm
rkhda ki haa yr mein krda pyr prr hun situation oho si ta mein kehta mein hun schi
mishi bhot commitments bhot self made rules aali personality bneya from this
year and the huge complement goes to you, where no one will be there to regard
you, thank you i will be there to clap for you to be your happniess and specially
last hope.. jida munde kudii aaj kl relation nu rkhde apa uvve rehna hini apa ik
different personality apni ik different society bnake aage avagee, kalli gll CA
support di ni mein tuhadi moral support tuhade downfall di support sbb bnke
rahugaa, meinn thnu oh feel dauga jdd thnu lgega koinii hai td thnu realise hoyega
that i have someone who will understand me who will procure my good energy
back. Mein tuhade 0% chh 100% rahuga.. tuc kudi bhot changee oo yrr mein schi
tuhada point of view nu respect kruga, kdi kdi ldhuga prrr haar ke ajaugaa mein
jauga ni. Tuhade jini sohni personality te nii prr ikk oo personality bnuga jide aage
tuc sare world dii complaint, bitching sbb krr skde oo.. mein tuhada oo loving to
supporting system bnu that will never let you feel that you are less, noo you are
perfecttt!!!. Duniya tuhade magar aai hauu, ik vaar bhrosa mere te krke dekho sbb
badal duga seriously mein khud nu already bhot badal chukaa. Mein eh ni kehnda
kii relation ch aao but mein thnu psnd sehli bnan de motive toh ni prr apna bnande
ik dooje de nal rehnde , commitments de, te ik best bond rkhn de motive toh jyada
krdaa.

Yes you matters alot to me mishtii. Mein schi sara din ehii
sochda ki jdd kdi vi commitments mere nall miln giyaa
tuhadii ta thnu kida rkhagaa. Mein sche dilo krda thnu
shyd thnu kdi realise na hovve but seriously i am the one
jide vste tuc bhot bhot matter krde oo, tuhadi vste mein
fake bnke ni reh skda tahi joo hunda dil chh muhh tee keh
dinaa you means a lot to me yrr thnu kdi smjh ni aayega
shyd. Mein umeed haran lag gya c but yr dil kehnda ki pta
oo parakh rahi hovve te dil kehnda tu ohnu psnd krda
dost bnke ohdi presence ta feel krr hi skda na.. bss yr
dukh tdo hau jdd tuc kdi kisi hor de ho gayee bss rabb kre
tuc hmesha khush rvoo, ho jao kisi hor dee bss bnda sahi
hovve thnu rolle naa. I am not a gangster to protect you
like killing someone but the one who cares for you ki tuc
glt hthaa chh naa jaoo bss
Bhagwan ji meher krn je kdi ohna ne thnu baksheya na
mere vste soah lagge edha rkhaga tuc soch vini skdi,
fullaa vang rkhaga soah lagge diloo likh reha

I wanted to have your songs to listen it in pvt
to get a feeling that you are with me or i can
feel your presence!!
Brother aya hoyaa meraa bua da beta and oo
magar peya hoya mere chal game kheliyee
but kyaa kree madam jii online hai usko nhi
chodd skte hum

Mere ghr stress chal reha iss time bhot and
seriously dil baar baar tere nal gl share krna
chahreha. Trust mein edha da pehle kdi nai c
hun ik dum sabb change hogya hai and
seriously i am in love with your simplicity.
Ansh hun pura change hona chahnda mein
puri life tere te lgadu tu meri hoke taa dekh
na yrr. Mein stressed a want to talk to you
but my mind being very stressed but just
thinking about you only i dont know ki
horeha.

Mein yr bhot sudhar gya mishti tuhade aan
toh baad da schi i know thnu eh glla over
exaggeration ya over thoughtful lagke
temporary attraction lagge tuhade val but
there is huge difference yaar mein seriously
bhot overthinker ban gya and just thinking
about you always. Mein bhot pyar nal rkhu
thnu. Thnu pta mein pehle jane khane nu
gala kdh deniyaa gusse ch rehna hun sara
time change karam di bhukh rkhda ki kaash
mere change karam de fall ch meinu mishti
bakshden bhagwan ji!

Mera pra roj meri esi taisi krdaa ki aja game
kheliyee mein 3-4 vajee sonn ala bndaa hun
12-1 sukoon naal soreha hundaa sirff ik
tuhade hukum nall.. kii krkee rkhtaa
sohniyeee 😂😂

Aaj bhot bhot khush aa yrr muma di kidney
donation and all krke tuc bhot vdia console
kita yr, tuc bss puch leya mein ohde ch hi
vdiaa hogya ohde ch hi console hogyaa pura
yrr i am at bare minimum i just want you, you
are love of my life yaar thank you soo much
yr. you are best important and forever part
of my life yr

Aaj normal day reha apni jyada gll nii hoii prr
mein tuhade bare bhot sochyaa, gurudwara
gya muma di health de naal thnu mang ke
aya tuc pyaar mera mein thnuu mangda aaj
thoda stressed sii bss tuhadi wait ch si aajj
vichh lagatar te vich bhot late latte replies
aye but my ego is 0 i lovee youuu because
like no one did, you are precious

Mein thnu aage vdhda dekhna chahna thnu
pyaar krna chahna thnu dikhana chahnaa kii
hrr zheec temporary ni hundi koi thnu
permanent whole life lai chaah skda soo
lagge je tuc mil gaye naa rabb ne je meri
guxzarisha sunn laiyaa meinn pakka viahh
krauga, i know it is very early to say but i
wanna marry you cutieeeeee

Aaj tuc mere nal apni family da share kita ki
tuhada vi bua di family nal bhot pyaar hai i
love you soo much yr meinu ehna vdia lgaa
naa yrr meinu ehna apna pann feel hoya hrr
cheej chh jd da SAME SAME HO REHA NAA
ehna vdiaa lg rehaa ehna pyaar anda na
tuhade te kii yrr ehh schii mere vrgii aa yrr
prr firvi haa ni kri huhhh, yes aaj hi sikhyaa
huhhh tuhade tohh tuc gussa hoye c mein
keha c kudiyya nal glla maar reha

Aaj apni bilkul gll ni hoii naa tuc msg kita naa
mein msg kitaa bilkul gl ni hoii but i missed
you soo much yrr you are mine my love yrr
but ki kra i wanted to give you some personal
space
I know hun apni gl ni ho rahi te shyd kdi ni
hoyegi you are better without me no problem
but always remember someone loved you soo
badlyy that he always thinks about you, your
smile, and you are everything to him

Feeling sad prr ki krr skda yrr shyd eh pyaar mere
naseeb ch naii c chlo koini mein kdi rabb nu eh ni
keha c mere vste jo thik hoya oo krna mein sirf eh
keha c ki jo ohde vste theek aa oo krna. I am your
always well wisher
Aaj mein dekhda peya c laptop ch ki yrr mein
kina kuch likhya hoya tuhade te sadi 3 din
tohh gll ni hoii prr aaj dekh reha c mein
tuhade te apni feelings to laike tuhadi ca
journey kina kuch likhya hoya yr

Aaj mein harman nu message kita ki yrr
mishti nu kehna mein ohde vaste bhot kuch
sochya hoya c te eh krde krde mein ohnu
apne tuhade vste intentions dsn lag gya tee
ronn lag gya yrr ki dsa kina pyaar aa tuhade
nal yrr

Aaj tuc streak bheji dmc dii schi dil kambh
gya c mera yrr mein kida explain kraa kii beeti
merre te fir tuc meinu dsya ki daadi nuu
heart attack aya c ta dmc ch stunt peya schi
yrr ehna regret hoya na meinu khud tee kii
yrr eh ki krr betha mein yr ehne din toh koi
message ni kita khud nu question krn lag gya
c ki yrr mein pagal aa mein yee vo ptani ki aa
meinu puchna chahida c sorry yrr hun mein
piche ni hatan valla hunnn mein naal hi
rahugaa tuhade koll tuc chahe ignore kroo te
chahe meinu pyaar kro mein naal hi rahuga
you are love of my life

Aaj mein thnu bhot hsaya te khud vi bhot
khush hoya tuc daadi nu aaj meri photo vi
dikhaii te aaj bhot khush hoyaa meinn tuc
bhot hasse apa bhot glla mariya you are the
best yrr please edha hi rehna no nazar
please yrr
Aaj tuhada reply 8 ghnte baad aya 10 min gll
hoi tuc fir gayab and fir tuc raati online aaye
fir apa 2 vaje tkk glla mariyaa tee mein thnuu
bhott saraaa khush hsaa kee svaayaa and i
am very very happy hunn saugaa khush
hokee yeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Yes i am very happy hun regular gal ho rahi
hai but meinu lgda nahi yrr oo meinu psnd
krdi hai but ikko umeed te mein tikeya hoyaa
ki shyd o ik na ik realise kregi kii haa yrr ik
bnda si jehda meinu 24/7 aage vdhda dekhna
chahnda si meinu pyr nal rkhda si. Mein schi
mishti ehna pure kisi vste ni c jina tuhade
vste hoya because you are such a pure
purest personality i have ever met. Seriously
aaj mein golden temple gya si as usual jid da
tuc dil nu lagge oo mein gurudwara mandir
jake thnu ta mngda hi aa prr aaj jdd mein
vapas aake tuhade nal glla battan mariya yrr
mein thoda tut gya ki you have others jinu
tuc psnd krde oo but ohde ch mein nai aa jdd
ki mein nai mera dil tuhade vste nibha reha..
chlo. Koini i will be there for you always
because mein psnd ni pyar krda. Thank you,
you are my princess i am your caretaker😂❤️

And yes i know mein harman nal gl kiti c, ki krda yr
mishtu i have no one for me, i hope you will be there i
wanted you to be there for my ups and down because i
love you. I just wanted you. Ghar mere kalesh chal rahe
sii mein pareshaan sii meri expectations sii destroy ho
gaiya c that ended up texting harman ki mein ohde
bare bhot sochya and got into frustration because i
never felt love, i know my family loves me but i want a
love with whom i can share everything. I thought you
are the one. But ended up telling my mental stress to
harman ki yes edha si uda si bla bla yr i dont know.
Meinu ni ptaa tuc uss cheej nu negative way ch leya ki
mein tuhada bhrosa todta shuru ch hi yaa positive
leya. Mein actual intentions dsa je ta oo ee si mein
ehna k thnu chahna ki apne maade time ch vi tuhadii
udeek kr reha c but ended up being alone that got
converted into huge emotional disorder for me. Sorry
for everything, if you ever need me i will be there for
you

i will never let you repeat your past but build
a wonderful future life ahead. Trust me mein
duava ch mangeya tenu yrr, bhot pyar krdaa
je meri tu na vi hoii taa ehna keh skda kdi
bhulaga vini yaad rkhaga ki ik kudi nal mein
dilo nibhai si dilo pyaar kita c. you are
precious never exploit yourself for someone
who cared fake for you.

Kal raati gll krke bhot sukoon mileya bhot
better feel hoya relatability toh laike comfort
feel hoya ki yes i have someone jide nal mein
sab discuss kr skda vaa. Thank you so much,
yes i am in love with you i will show you this
journal one day for sure dont know what will
be your reaction will you accept me further
or not. But yes i will

I will show you this journal because i want no
regret in my life. Mein thnu dilo chahna dilo
pyar krda kal tuc mere toh CID bnke puchya
ki gf bnana chahte ho uskoo, gf kyo bnana
mein taa apne kol rkh rabb toh beekh
mangda ki meinu eh kudi bakshdo bhot
saambh ke rkhaga, mera vass chlda hove fir
te gf bhot chota term hai mein ta thnu puri
life bnake rkha. Ha eh sara hun thnu pdhaan
vste likh reha, meinu nai pta apne chh ki
hoyega kal nu prr eh sure hogya hai ki mera
pyar ni marna hunn kdii schii. Tuhada 1 vdia
reply jida meinu khush kr dinda te tuhada 1
seen te chdya message meri jaan kdhd
dinda. Meinn thnu eh journal dikhauga iss
vste ki thnu dikhe tuc kine special o, koi thnu
kina pyar krda likh reha. I seriously love you,
yes pyar vyar ka chakkar pucha na apne,
apse hi pyaar krta hu mein.

We had one of the best discussions last night
and pta lgaa kii yrr we both are same copy of
each other bhot bhot bhot khushi mili schii
dil ehna khush hoke soya na raatii.. one of
the best conversations everrr yrr.. seriously
bhagwan ji meher krn je sadi bndi hai mein
taaa bss khushi ds ni skda apnii. No words to
say seriouslyy you are the best yr bestt.

Aaj tuhadi story dekhi maashaallahh!!! Dil khush hogya
dekhke. Sohne te tuc bhot oo pr meri najara ch kuch
jyadaa hii hoo schii.. hsoo naa schi hoo.. mein apne
dona nu kathe iss krke dekhna chahna always ki sadii
college life best life bann jave bss yr ik dooje krkee..
mein schi aaj bhot khush hoya pta ki hoya meinn online
si mein dekhya tuhada meri bheji reel te like aya mein
nalii notifications refresh krn lg gya ki meri story te like
aayega hunn fir oo agya fir mein sochya yr reply ta
bilkul ni aauagaa seriously naal hii aagyaa.. oo bhyii
mein pagal hogyaa phone rkhta naalii apnaa ehna
khushh table te mukke mare mein yes yes yes bolke fir
bhajkee ghr de mandir jake thank you thank you boleya
firr aakee reply dekhyaa. Thoda set back vi lagga aaj ki
tuc story hide kiti hoi c mere toh but koinii, i lovee
youu mein ehnaa panchayati type da person nii.. ik jdo
tuc keha naa ki vdia hoyaa tuc puchleya vrna mein
kalesh krna c raatii oye hoye dil khush hogyaa ehh ta
dekhkee schi muchii.. aaj ik hor si jdd tuc seen te chdta
msg te jd mein puchya tuc keha o daadu daadi si fir
reply krna bhulgai tdd thoda hurt hoya ki yr hallle mein
matter ni krdaa ehna but koinii eh sbb glla bhot
chotiyaa mere pyaar aageee.

Best day of my life aaj tuhada pehli vaar call
aya aapa bhot saari glla mariyaa tuc meinu
baiyaa keha and mzaa aagyaa mtlb yrr i am
the best i lovee youu sooo much cutie you re
mine my love my everything i loveeeee you
cutieeeeeee you are the bestt yrrr

Hanjii good morning. Its 5:20am and i am thinking about
you mishtii.. apne ch hun sab bhot vdia haii but kal da din
27 april was very difficult and of mixed energy. You said
you are commited was trying to prove that but mera dil
manke ni raji yrr mein dilo pyaar krda mein aaj tkk
insecure ni hoy aaj tk jealosy factor ni aya hun meri jaan
nikli pai schii aaj ptani kehda sach dsna tuc after exam
meinu nai pta tuc keha khush vi ho skda dukhi vii smjh ni
aari overthinking krr reha rabb toh mang reha ehnu mere
toh dur naa krio plzz mein bhot smbhal ke rkhuga ye voo,
meinu pta kal jdd tuc oo snap bheji meri condition c meri
akha ta bhriya prr mein roo ni paya meinn hsna chahya
hsana chahya pr khud androo marr reha c kal. Ptani thnu
kdi smjh aayega nahi aayega ptani prr meinn bhot pyaar
krda yrr eh sbbtemporary nai aa ik vrr mere hoke dekho
mein duniya jaan sbb varduu yrr, i always wanted a girl
like you, jdd mille tdd ehna pyar pegya kii koii chaara hini
c. i love you soo much, but i dont think so you love me
back or not. Jee iss janam chh likhya hoya tere nal ta eh
best hau. Meinn kisi kudi val ni jna hor tuc hi o jo ho mere.

So yes you confessed that you are not commited. Ptaa
yrr kal mein roya vi c mtlbb akha bhriya hoiya c jdd ghr
aya mein hun ehh thnu halle ni dss skda pta yrr meinn
vapas sirf iss krke aya ki ohnu edha na lagge meri kadar ni
yr mere vste bhot keemti oo tuc te oo sirf mein janda
vaa. Mein ikk vaar nu sochya c ghar nai jandaa meinn
kalla ghumna chahnda sii but yr dil ni maneya mera
tuhadi gl ignore krn te. Aaj dil nu schi sukoon mileya and
mein bhot khush aa hun najar na lagge bss. We are not
commited we are not in a relationship but at least i am
with love of my life mein pta kal walk te gya c na mein
janke oo route pakdeya jitho gurudwara aavee ki yrr mein
thnu manglvaa ik vrr hor shyd tuc committed na hovo.
Mein tuhade aage fake ni rehna chahnda ta yrr ethe sabb
100% pure heart nal likh dina vaa. I love you so much
thank you for being in my life i will always be grateful to
have you and hmesha kdar rkhu tuhadi. Aaj jdd tuc bolle
naa kii meinu vi ik baiya psnd hai meinuu pta meinn kidaa
khushh hoyaa😂😂 Thank you yrr always be mine okayy.

Yes i am crying right now, ki mein ehne joga
vini ki thnu apna keh ska apna bna ska rabb
ne ehni kamiya dittiya mere ch ki mein thnu
apna vini boll skda, chlo koini you will always
be mine, mine in the sense if you need me i
will always be there for you, you are mine ta
ptani but you are mine top priority ever.
Chdo koini mein tuhade intezaar ch hi aa
thnu vi pta i love you pr jina thnu pta oo
bhot hi ghat hai i seriously love you way
more than anyone i ever did. You are very
very special for me and glad to have you,
have you? I dont know that i have you or not
but jinne k vi tuc hoo mein thnu bhot pyar
nal rkhu will never let you cry

Apne ch sab sahi c sab vdia c kal pehli vaar apa dono
milee c vdiaa c sbb but sari khushi 5 min toh vdh ni reh
pai. Mein tuhadi nazar ch sb toh glt insaan bnn gyaa apne
ch sbb khtm hogyaa. But mein kal himmat ni hari thnuu
apne kol rkhn li jaan laati tarle kdhlee te edha hi rahugaa
kdi thnu apne toh dur nai jaan daugaa je tuc mere nal o
mein kisi vi hadd tk chljuga but will always try to never let
you go. Din vdia iss krke ki mein confess kr paya thnu apni
sari journal pdha paya and yes i have hope ki tuc sab
theek kruge apa fir pehle vang hovage mein pehle bhot glt
c i know mein manda pr hunn mein tuhade krke. Ik meri
life ch oo special person krke mein pura badal gya c but
badalan toh baad mere nal eve hojuga mein kdi sochya
hini c mein bhot glt c mein manda but hun nai yrr thnu
hurt kita prr dilo ni kita yr mere intentions bhot pure
sigge yr shuru toh thnu mein sara pdhaya hi hai. Apne ch
kuchvi sahi ni hoyaa beginning toh hi but ki pta yr ehde ch
hi koi best memory bne apni ki ha edha hoya c and apa
dona ne milke manage kita, yr positive ehna soch reha ki
sab pehle nalo vi behtar hoju and negative ehna soch
reha ki yr je mere toh dur hogi mein kithe jau yr😭

I know tuhade dil ch question aa skda ki jida past
nu chdya meinu vi chd du and all.. yrr frk sirf
ehna k hai ki ansh pehle kuch hor c hun kuch hor
yr mein aaj tk ni edha roya c kisi vste jida mein
kall tuhanu khoo ke royaa yrr.. mein dilo krda yrr
koii matlab ni koi mera glt intention ni sab purity
hi aa yrr.. and rahi gl thnu chdn dii apa nu gl
krdee jyada din ni hoye mein tavi pura hil gyaa
thnu khoyaa dekhke apne tohh.. pehle kuch hor
c yr hun kuch hor a yrr plz

Rabb aage tarle kdhdaa yrr tuhade naam de
tuc mera pyaar oo yrr please mere toh dur
nai hona yr please cutie
Meinu nai pta Mishti ki ho reha yr, mein thnu
pyar krda te bhot krda. Meinu kuchni chahida
sirf tuc chahide oo yr mere nal chahide o yr.
mein bhot glt reha bhot hi glt insaan reha yr
pehli vaar apna ik better sweet version dekh
reha tuhade krke yr. mein rabb kolo thnu
mangda , thnu jida mein pyar krda, mein jnda
o pyar ki hai, te schi ehna pyar kdi ni kr pau
thnu jina mein kruu jina mein kadar kru koini
kr pau jina mein important rkhu special rkhu
oo koini kr pauu ik vaar azmaa ke dekhoo yrr

The way i love you now is way way way too
much now, haa halle mein bol ni panda chat
tee thoda shrmana, shrmanda ni mein drda
ki tuc mere toh dur na ho jao. Haa tuc hun
sbb jande ho mere intentions toh laike mera
pyar pr mein halle vi ehi kehna ki thnu halle
10% vini pta. Jo tuc mere vste ho oo kisi vste
ni ho skde tuhanu laike mere mann chh kdi
words khtm ho hini skde. Tuhade low ch mein
thnu hsana chahna tuhade high chh thnu
aage vdhana chahna. Tuc sochde o relation
chajde ni hunde mein thnu dsugaa ki actual
reality ki honii chahidi, nehre ch rkhke ni prr
actually dsna chahna kii what you will be for
me if you are mine!

Yes i shared today ki jovi hoya didi vi involve
hoye and finally mein didi aage kisi kudi nu
laike commit kita ki meinn ik kudi nu pyar
krda ohda naam mishti hai! Mein khush aa aaj
meri khushi da koi thikana nai and mein bss
bhot khush aa ki yes i have someone, jinu
mein dilo pyar krda, oh mere te trust krdi hai
and all i want is her presence. I love you
breathing around me seriously tuc meinu
kehne oo jnab tuhadi ki expectations ne mein
eh expect krda ki hunn please koi hor na
hovve bss tuc hovoo bss tuc hi rvoo sb kuch
mere, meri jindagi da part ni pr jindagi bnke
mere nal rvvvo. I am seriously a changed
personality now, i am the same person but
for others but a special personality for the
one special person, the one i love the most.
Sorry for everything i did and sorry for
everything you faced. But from now you will
see the best memories. I swear

Mein tuhade nal didi add kraye, yes mein didi
nu dss chuka c ki mein thnu psnd krda mein
thnu pyar krda mein dsyaa te aaj hi dsya. And
she was happy because mein hun actually
kisi nal dilo nibha reha dimag nal nai, oo vi
jandi hai mein kdi kisi di kadar ni kiti te hun
oh eh vi jandi ki mishti de dur hoye te mein
akha bhariya c.. oo meri gurantee chakan lai
tyar hai tuhade aage iss krke ni ki mein ohda
pra vaa but iss krke ki oo hun jandi hai ki ansh
kina pyar krda thnuu. Meinu ni pta tuhade dil
ch ki hai tuc ki chahne o apne partner ch ki
admire krde oo prr right now mein jine vi
efforts kr reha oo thnu apna bnan vste ta hai
hi prr uss toh vdhh iss vste hai ki tuc mishti
mere vste kine jroori oo, kine special oo

Yes aaj mein thoda hurt jroor hoyaa jdd tuc
meinu kehaa ki please tuc meinu ehna
special na bnaoo tuc hurt hauge ye voo.. je
thnu apna na bnaa paya ta khud nu maaf
krlaga?? Ki khud dii kamiyaa ginn ni chd
duga? Thnuu dur krke khud khush reh luga??
Ki hurt better aa ya regret better a?? Mere
according ta hurt better hai. Mein kdi thnu
force ni krda kdi thnu convince ni kita ki
relation ch aao edha rahuga uda rahuga mein
muhoo commitments deke apne intentions
proof krn nallo thnuu chahna tuc khud dekho
mere ki intentions hai .. muho bol ke proof
krn naloo mein thnuu dikhana chahna kii you
have someone who truely loves you. Tuc
meinu keha c ki pehle vi kisi ne edha jhoothe
larey laaye meinu special treat kita baad ch
sbb ulta krtaa.. meinn ta kdi apne bare kuch
proof kita hini, ha efforts kitee ta kitte ki thnu
khona ni chahnda te tuhade te haar nai
manna chahhnda, pyar krda koi majak nii,
thnu khush kina rkhuga mein eh jnda hor koii
naii

Hune apna hassa majak chl reha c tuhade bare gl hori c
tuc keha ki eh option mtlb mishtii unavailable hai.. hun
mein dsda unavailable nu laike mera perspective
Tuc unavailable hoo, prr ki mein haar chukaa?? Mein pyar
krda ki sirf haa ya naa sunan tk krda?? Ki meinn jvaabb
nuu tuhade reply nu pyar krdaa yaa thnu krda?? Khud nu
puchoo?… harman ne meinu keha c try krke dekhlo je bndi
gll.. je gll kll try te mukki hundi ta aajj mere vste tuc jroori
na hunde apni gl na hori hundii. Muh maran ala hisab ni
krna chahnda mein ki chlo eh nai ta koi hor sahi.. haa
sabar rkh reha sabar jroor temporary hunda prr ik gl hai
pyar mera permanent hau, mein chdke ni jnda thnu prr jd
kdi confirm hoyega ki mein thnu tang kr reha sirf pyar toh
laike kala kala effort mera tuhadi life ch value add ni kr
reha ta mein distance jroor lailuga prr pyaar,, pyaar sirf
thnu hi kr pauga hunn.. tuhade kisi jvab nuu ni mein
mishti nu pyar krda mishtii nuhi krugaa. Mere vste mishti
jroori mishti hi sab hai, te je rabb thnuu bakshda hai na
meinuu thnu smbhalan vste, seriously tuhada parivar vi
bolu kllnu ki kithoo lbheya c tu eh munda.. tdd boleyo ki
lbhya ni c bss pyar krda c meinu

Mere intentions bare kuch likhna chahnda c
prr ehi soch reha describe kida kra apna
pyaar.
Describe edha krda ki mein aaj tkk rabb toh
sirf materialistic cheeja hi mangiya c and
pehli vaar mein kisi person nu mangeya oo
ho tuc te 1-2 vaar ni bhot vaar hrr rojj chahe
mandir gurudware de andar jake chahe
baharoo. Pta ehna vehmi hogyaa mein reel
show hoi c ki shiv se kuchbhi mango mil jaata
hai hun jdd vi walk te jaana specially oh road
toh aana jithe shiv ji di murti hai and thnu
mangke anaa.. dilo chahnaa thnu schi muchi

I am in gym right now, and tuhade bare hi
soch reha c. Kal tuc ik gl bolee kii tuc sure
oo?? Meri surity da puchdee oo jnab tuc??
Mere vrge bnde vste family toh upr kuchni
hai ohna aage ijjat toh upr kuchni hai and je
mein tuhade bare dsya aa na taa mere vste
tuc sbb toh upr oo, surity?? Surity ehni aa ke
je ik vaar mere hogge mein ghr daava krda
mere ghrdi sb toh ladli beti hauge tuc❤️.

Apne dona vich kaafi mixed energies aa yrr te
oo shyd iss krke ki tuc confused oo yrr meinu
laike, thnu smjh ni aari ho ki reha. Thnu mein
sahi vi lg reha glt vii lag reha, thnu jo ho reha
oo sahi lg reha kyoki sab tuhade according
ho reha hun prr unexpected aa butt tuhade
dreams di reality vi aa, yes i know everything
because i loveeee you. Jehda pyar krda
hunda dilo oo sbb smjhda vi hunda

Aaj tuc pehli vaar meinu miss you boleya😂
❤️. Oyee hoyee best feeling ever yrrr mein
amritsar gurudware aya c golden temple and
yrr mein ehna khushh ehna jyada khushh
mein kida dsaa yrr mein ehni vrr thank you
boleya ehni vaar thank you boleyaa. Pta
mein aaj dubara kyo ayaa vaaa ? Thank you
boln rabb nu ki apne chh ehna kuch hoya 30
april vala din, but sbb theek kita waheguru
ne thoda thnu mere toh dur krta but i love
you always and always❤️❤️. Bss aaj thnu
dubaraa thank you boln ayaa yrr i love youu
thank you rabbaa yr🥹❤️🧿

Mein kdi ehna religious ni c jina hun bnn gya
just because i want you in my life. Meinu
smjh ni andi ki ehna khush kismat mein aa ke
tuc oo, mein iss krke kii mein thnu ehna pyar
krr paya ki mein thnnu duava ch mangan lag
gya and tuc iss krke ki someone really loves
you from bottom of his heart, and yes thats
me. Sabb thukra dena chahna hun ikk tuhade
vste bss apna krn vste thnu. Amritsar gya
hoya c mein, hafte baad dubara chala gya
kyokii lalach iss gll da c ki shyd dubara
dubara mangaga ta shyd tuc meinu mil jauge

Haa kai vaar mein hurt huna, fir overthinking
ch jnaa bhot kuch hunda but mein hurt tdo
huna jdoo tuhada call ya text nai anda mein
khud nu valueless, ptani ki kii smjh lenaa
even akha tkk bhr lena prr kdi thnu show ni
hon dinda kyoki mein chahna kii thnu ik apne
nal happy place de skka, mere vste tuhade
toh upr kuchni, jina mrji mood khrab hove ik
tuhade nal 5 minute gll mera din bna dindi
hai

Mishti jina pyar mein krda oo thnu koi
shyd hi kdi krr pauu, mein kdi kisi vi
person nu laike ehna serious nai hoyaa
thnu pta hi aa sabb and dont know what
you want but my only urge is to give you
what you deserve doesnt matter ki oo
tuhadi expectations meet krda hai ya
nai but jovi mein tuhade vstee aa oo sirf
tuhade vste hi and sirf ohi krda jide tuc
deserving ho and hmesha rahuge. Jo aaj
aa oo kdi change ni hauga pr tuhadi
khushi vste mein kisi vi level te jaan nu
ready a

Aaj mein Hanuman ji de mandir gya c
tuesday si na, and yr jaan da purpose bss eh
c kii yr mein thnu pyar krda thnu hi mangan
geya c, hun mein eh journal thnu nai pdhani
ehi sochya hoya and mein sabb likhugaa jo
mera dil kahega. Mein pyar krdaa te ehna
religious pehle kdi ni si jina hun hoyaa te
ohda kran tuc oo ki yr mein thnu chahna apni
life chh ehna pyar krda rabb aage tarle krda
🥹❤️

Yes another day writing about you! Yes i am
in love with you and aaj mein ik reel dekhi c
ki je kisi vi cheez nu tuc apni life ch chahne
oo pyar krde oo ta ohnu visualise krna shuru
kro and mein aaj thnu always manifest krn
vste phone da pass hi 1810 rkhta and after
few hours mummy ne phone mangleyaa oo
kehnde kii hai pass pehle ta shivi di dob si,
mein kehana 1810 chahnda si prr ki kehnda
mien edha hi faceid laake deti. Mein ehh
thnu aaj ni dssugaa thnu edha lagega ki kina
desperate hai but what i want is thnu eh
dikhe kii THERE IS SOMEONE WHO LOVES
YOU TRUELY WITHOUT ANY MATLABB BUT
A CLEAR INTENSION, I PROMISE HISTORY
WILL NOT REPEAT WILL LOVE YOU LIKE
NEVER ANYONE DID, I LOVE YOU

YEAH I AM WAITING FOR YOU EVERY NIGHT,
bhot pyar krda hun hor koi vajood hini reha life
ch you are the one and the only one jinu mein
apni prayers ch mangeya jinu mein pyar kita
ohvi dilo and jide vste pehli vaar ehna pure
hoya. Thnu pta mein aaj tk kdi ni keha kisi nu kii
jee chdogi ta tuc chdoge mein ni, kyoki meinu
pta hunda ki one wrong thing and i will
disappear mein edha di personality aa.. i know
eh glt haii kii mein sab bhul jna smne vale ne
mere nal ki ki vdia kita but 1 cheej jo meinu dilo
hurt krje dilo pinch krje, i just disappear. But in
your case mein bhot pehle hi ik gl bolti c
Je insaan jroori hauga ta gl bhul jaugaa, te jee
gll jroori haugi ta insaan.
Hun mere vste insaan ehna jroori hai ki mein
apne akhri saah tkk thnu apne naal dekhna
chahna and ehde vste hrr hdd tkk jaan nu tyar
aa mein. I just want you with me, mine

Aaj mein thoda hurt hoya kyoki aaj khud nu bhot
valueless feel kita mein, tuhade toh tuhada jhumka
mangeya c, thnu apni life ch sb toh upr rkhda hun te
dilo pyar krda ta mangeya, merekolo 100 navve
jhumke lelo prr ikk apna jhumka dedo, mein
valueless tdo feel kita jd mein jhumke te naa hoi tee
gussa dikhaya pr tuc 1 min livini meinu smjhn di
koshish ni kiti, meinu jhumka na dinde sahi si prr
ghato ghat meri gl ta sunde puchde ta sahi kyo
chahida. Tdd mein tut gya mein bhikhar gya pr haar
mnjva? Khyal vini. Aya, bhot pyar krda te hmesha
kruga chahe gll hovve na hovve. Mein pyar krda meri
tuhade nal gll hove na hove ptanii prr mein hun oo
mohabbat kiti hai jo thnu koi kdi ni krr pauga i swear.
Meinn naraz kida reh lva mein saradin udeekda
tuhade bare puchn lai, ki mein muh fulaan vste krda,
haa apna hakkk smjhda gussa krna prr jd edha
avoidance ignorance mile fir thoda tut jna prr judd
sirf ik khwaab nal jna ki kash o meri ho jave. Oo
regret ch ni rehna chahnda ki kash thode hor efforts
krr lainda. Bhot pyar krda yr kdi smjhn di jroor
koshish krio

I dont know ki ho reha yrr tuc kyo ni gl kiti aaj
ki hoya hai halle vi message ni dekhyaa hoya
meinu smjh ni ari yr mishti
I know you are in pain. Mein pain ta ni theek kr
skda pr mein tuhade nal khdd tuhada dardd
sunke smjh skda mein thnu hssan vste puri
koshish kr skda, bss ehna k kehna chahuga i
am with you can not divide the pain but can
support you make you laugh no matter what
the situation is, you are my special noone can
have your place❤️

Kal raati bhot hi serious conversation cho
nikle apa meinu ni pta tuhade dil ch ki hai ki
nai kyo tuc meinu laike double minded rehne
oo but seriously tuc life de bhot gnde loop
ch fss ree oo mein eh sab cheeja dekhiyaa ne
sukh nal kdii sahiaa nai,but mein schi kehna
life bhot bhot problem full rahegi edha if you
do not decide to open up everything. Kuch
cheeja apne aap nai hundi deliberately khud
nu push krna penda uss vall

Yes i corrected everything yesterday, vadde
didi ghr c mein meinu pta mein khud nu kida
smbhaleya and kida sab theek krn da sochya
saari raat jagda reha kyo? Kyoki mein schaa
pyaar krda vaa vyapaar nii. Pyaar krda sab
thik krna chahna thnu sahi life dena chahna
thnuu dikhana chahna zindagi kini jyaada
sohni haii yrr te koi thnu kina jyada pyaar te
shidddat nal chahh skda hai

Meinu pta mera mann kida bhreya peya prr chal
thik hai yrr khud nuu ehna dekhn lg gya taa thnu
kida smbhaluga, i love you jaan vsdi hai tuhade ch
Aaj bhot vdia conversation hoii yrr the best
yrr you are the best yrr ehna khush hoke
sonn lgaa aa naa pyaar aagya tuhade te
mann krr reha zor di hug krlvaa ehni pyaari
kudi oo yrr hsde reha kro taa

I dont know tuc meinu laike kis kis gl te
double minded oo prr mein iss toh pehle eh
sb te focus kra mera pehla focus mishti tuc
oo. Thnu pta mein overthinker aa and mein
tuhade bare vi bhot sochdaa and mein khud
nal glla krda tuhade bare. Mein ik heavy
conversation issi cheej upr krna chahna jide
vich mein thnu smjhavaa ki tuc life ch ki glti
kr rahe o. Mein chahna mein eh conversation
milke kra tuhade nall naki chat te. Heavy
conversation vi krni jroori aa mein kalla
hasse majak tk ni prr tuhade dil da dukh
vandna chahnaa.

Tuc meinu kehne o ki attach na hovo ye vo i
dont know tuc ehne heavy minded kida hoge
shyd meri hi glti c ki mein apna love ehni jldi
show krta but mera intention oo nai cki thnu
heavy feel krava.. thnu ptaa mein aaj tk
tuhadi breakup story oo glla jo thnu hurt
krdia o sb puchn di koshish kyo nai kitii, kyoki
mein thnu dikhana chahna WHO YOU ARE?
WHO YOU ARE FOR ME? WHAT YOU
DESERVE! Tuhadi story sunke shyd smjh jva
thnu kida rkhna chahida, pr mein smjhna iss
krke ni chahnda taki mein oo natural ik actual
person apni heart feelings nal treat krr pva
thnu jina krna chahna mein oo kraa kuch
sikhke kuch smjhke nai prr ik oo person bnke
jo khud bneya. I will give you what you
deserve, not what you expect. Now my
efforts does not matter according to your
expectations but exactly what you deserve
and please let me give you what you
deserve.

Aaj tamanna naaam di ik kudi nal gll hoi tuc
meinu baar baar puchre c ki tuc hnn hnn krke
kyo kiti gll chaj nal kyo ni kiti and meinn thnu
hun kida smjhava mein pehli vaaar pyaar
paya tuhadee ch madam. Mein pyar kr reha
vyapar thodi ki chlo ik ne mera pyar ni
kharidya ta kisi hor nu chaip do. Pyar krda
mein, pehle bhot flirter si batheri bhori hai
kudiya toh attention laini kinu nai psnd prr
hun jindagi ch tuhade toh ilava koi chahida
hini naa hi yaar dost na koi horr bss tuc mtlb
tuc. Pyar krda te pehli vr edha da pyar hoya
mein ehh moment nu hi enjoy krnaa chahna

Aaj bhot glla amriya khud nall te ik cheej
smjh aai ki mera love hun burden bnan lg gya
c, thnu fear of love ta hai hi but hun thnu
meri vjah toh fear of hurt someone te oo
someone mein aa eh fear vi aa chuka c but
thnu clear kida kra kii merekol khon nu kuch
nai haii tuhadee siva. Mein hurt huna bhot
var hoya prr pta tuhade nal 5 min gl krke
theek vi ho jnaa pta kyo? Kyoki pyar krdaa.
Koi esi gl ni koi esi situation ni hun jehda
mera pyar dhak dave. Pehle vi relation ch
reha prr situations edha di bnjndia kii love
fadeout ho janda but mere case ch fadeout
da reason sirf ik c MERI EGO mein egoisitic c
te eh cheej jd mein khtm hundi dekhi tuhade
vste tdd smjh aya ki actually love her and will
never step back from her.

Thnu pta je kisi din tuc meinu apne toh dur
krna chahoge na uss din hurt hauga mein prr
hmesha vaada krda meinn tuhadi khushi vste
kisi vi hadd tkk ja skda prr thnu kalla chdna kdi
vini chahugaa, tuhanu apne naal rkhh pyar toh
laike life sabb dena chahna. Koi vi reason ni
lbhna chahnda thnu chdnn daa kyoki gl pta ki
aa, mein mandi gurudware jake thnu mangda.
Haa jee tuc sochleya ki mere toh dur honaa
mein hojauga tuhadi khushi vste kdi tang ni
krugaa but ik gl hai. Mein na mishti rabb toh
thnu mangda and bolda ki ohnu khush rkhn di
pyar krn di jimmewari meri. Prr jis din tuc dur
hoge uss din thnu manguga jrorr vapas prr ik gl
boluga ki oo tuhadi dhee aa rabba khush rkhio
ohnu jithe vi hai kdi glt hatha ch na bhejio.
Ansh hmesha tenu pyar kru hunn tu chahe hoi
meri ya nai bss frk je kdi aya ta aaj teri khushi
di jimmewari chkda frk ch eh hauga ki rabb toh
teri khushii di maang kruga guzarish kruga
tuhadi khushi di, thnu mangna ni chduga

Aaj fer sara din ignore no reply thnu call krr
krr ke online krva reha c ki yrr thodi der gl
krlo. Te pta eh meri ni eh tuhadi khushi vste
si yrr ki thnu khush krr dva mein ta tuhade
bare hi sochda rehna te sirf ehi sochda yrr ki
bss ehnu kise tarikee sahi krla ehnu aage
vdhala ehnu dikhalvaa pyaar ki hunda.
Tuhadi khushi vste ego 0 kiti vrna kinu hi
shonk hunda yr ego 0 krn da. But at last, i
love you be happy always thats what i
manifest now

Ha apna bond hun hor vdia hunda ja reha
edha hi bhagwan ji kirpa rkhnn najar na
laggee jida pehle laggi c. Bhot pyar krda thnu
eh ansh te vaada krda mein pehle jida vi reha
jo aaj tuhade vste aa kisi vste ni c and kisi
vste ni haugaa. Ehna pyar kruga ehna pyar
krugaa tuc kehne o na mein pareshaan
hojuga😂. Pareshaan di gl krde o ji tuc??
Meinn thnu rojj rabb toh mangdaa rojj binaa
1 vi din chdee roj mangdaa. Jinu dilo
mangeya hovvee ohh pareshaani ni hundi
pyar hunda, sabr da fall hunda. Mein thnu
tyagan da ni sochyaa hmesha paan da
sochya pyar krn da sochya te edha hi rahuga
no matter what!❤️

Tuc meinu kehne o mein tang hojugaa mishti
ik gl dsoo, tuc vi life nu smjhdee ooo. Ki kisi
insaan vste khud nu badal lena choti gl hai?
Mein ta pehla ansh pura tyaag chuka te anne
vang pyar krdaa mein tang hojuga? Oo
malkinn mera pyar aa tuu❤️ kdi ni bhulaa
skdaa thnuu. Jo tuc mere vstee oo kisi vstee
nii ho skdee i swear, bhot bhot khush rkhugaa
mera vaadaa kdii meri avaz tk ni uchi haugi
jnab tuhade vste ehna smbhal ke rkhugaa
apne kol rkhugaa

Ha meinu ptaa tuc self doubt krde oo khud
nu CA nu laike. Thnu pta mein thnuu oo vibe
ni dena chahnda ki haa anshh meinu hath
fdhke turayega. But what i want to be with
you is ki mein tuhada hath fdhke rkha pura
time, jithe tuc giroge thnu mein chakkaa
tuhade kapde saaf kra te jithe thnu apni life
heavy lgri tuhada hath ghutke fda te bola kii
mein haigaa naa tu fikr naa krr sabb theek
hoyega sabb theek krage bhot aage vdhage
te bhot vddaa kuch krke dikhavage. Tuc halle
apni inconsistency nu dekhke khud nu
judgements dine o chaj nal pdh ni pande ta
khud te doubt krde o. Madam ik gl kdi sochi ki
jo pdhde o smjh ajnda kdi eh sochya ki jithe
duniya nu kal da ni pta thnu agle 20 saala da
pta?? Khud nu dekho kini aagee ups and
down aange othe mein khda rahuga tuc kyo
fikr kre oo❤️

Tuc khud te self doubt krn da reason sirf ik clear
vision ni but blurry vision hai. Tuc apne path nu
laike clear oo but path vste clear ni ho, tuc ups
and down jande o aange pr down toh drde oo first
attempt ch krna chahne oo pr failure da khauf
khane oo. Kalle handle krn toh drde oo kalle hi
rehna chahne oo. Apne aap nu ehna k strong kr
chuke oo ki ghrdeya aage vi apni tension ni show
kr pauge, ca da failure shyd ghrde vi smjhn pr tuc
ghrdeya nu smjhan di koshish krugee pr je mein
kvaa ki ca da failure ayega hini fir?? Tuc puchugge
kivve. Kivve da jvab sirf ik hai mishti, Kdi give up ni
krn daugaa. Mein khud nu stand krugaa prr thnu
stand krn ch apne toh vdhh jaan laugaa. Khud nu
stand iss vste kii tuc jee kithe ghat rahhe te thnuu
backup krn vala mein hova. Tuhadi responsiblities
tuc puri krogee i know but uss cheej di backing
mein kr skka. No one can replace you but i can be
your back ❤️. Tension na lo i have long future
plans with you sabb soch chuka. Mera vaada hai,
you will love your life❤️

Tuc ghr di vaddi kudi oo te khud de emotions
hide krna tuhadi adat bann chuki hai. Tuc
overthinking krde o chahe o career family
emotionally practically meinu laike sbb krde
oo te khud te burden khud te heaviness bnaa
lene oo khud nuu heavy burden feel krane o.
Kyoo yr ehni life complicate kr rahe oo. Mein
thnu pta thnu 100% smjhdaa te kida smjhda i
dont know pr mein bhot kuch pehle hi smjh
jnaa. Tuhadi overthinking thnu hmesha
double minded krdi hai tuc eh gl jande oo.
Tuc positive negative sbb dekhde oo prr
hmesha negative nu laike drr jane oo. Kyoo
mishti?

Life dii positives nu laike je khush ni hovage
te negatives ignore yaa uss cheej nu
overcome di koshish nai krage ta life rukk
jayegi. Mein thnu eh sbb smjhana chahna pr
thnu ik heavy conversation cho nai kdhna
chahnda. Bhot sochda tuhade bare te shyd
soch soch ehna smjhgyaa ki understanding
te mera pyar iss mukaam te aa ki tere toh
ilava kuch chahida hini❤️.

Sorry yr aaj jhooth boleya, mera migraine horeha
c prr mein gl krna chahnda c yr mein thnu dsya ni
kyoki tuc vi thik ni sigge mein thnuu happy up
krna chahnda c pr kr ni paya chaj nal mein. Sorry
sorry yr mein ethe confession ta likh reha kii mein
koi lako ni rkhna chahndaa
Thnu pta mein roj raati 11:11 di wait krda
thnu mangan vste. Te jdd reh jnda hai 11:11
te mngna fir bhot regret hunda i know
childish aa prr ki kra thnu paan di ehni talap
aa kii mein ta ehna religious hogya ki koi
method work kr jaye jithe thnu mein apna bol
skda🥹❤️.

11:45 hogee tuc halle tk online ni aye yr
meinu tension hoi jari pr mein thnu show ni
kr skda mein pta bajrang baan vi sunke
hateya ki yr fir na koi overthinking yaa koi hor
gl na hoje yrr meinn bhot stressed hoya
betha prr thnu dsuga ni tuc iss nu as a
burden le lena apne te i want to be cool pr
andro mere jaan niklri. Plzz Aajo online mein
rabb toh vi mng rehaa ki online krvadoo yr
mein gl krni. Mein thnu eh ni pdhaugaa tuc
heavy feel kroge eh bs meri feelings hai

Aaj tuc gusse oo ta sochyaa kyoo naa faida
chkya javve. Thnu ptaa tuc bolde o na ki WE
ARE DIFFLENTT. Mein aaj thnu dsda mein
different kivve aa, different mein ik vste eve
aa ki meinu hun chaska special feel hon
naloo kraan chh haii, te jinu special feel kran
ch hai oo tuc o❤️ and agar tuc gussa rahogee
taa oo burden tuhade te hi hai kyoki jnabb
mein thnuu russe rehnn dvaa edha hoo
skda??😂 hunn tuc manno chahe naa
mannoo, mein taa apna shonk pura krna aaj
thnu special feel krann daa bolo manjoorr
haii??😂❤️.

Nii tu parshawa bnaya apnii ghoor da,
Dss kida ni meri jaan kambhegi?
Gusse da chahh ch khda meinu,
Dss kida nii tu mere khyala ch rahegi?
Thnu manana farz toh vdh shonk a mera,
Thnu mnaan chh laadu pura jor mera
Tuc kehne o mein gl ni krni,
Thnu kalla chdn di ruhh meri ni jrni
Kyo na mnaava dss ki tu jroori ni,
Thnu gusse chdn di rahi esi koi meri majboori
ni,
Aaj toh thnu khush dekhna chahna,
Tuhade naaa dii khasiyatt thnu dsna chahna
Khasiyat eh a ki eh naam mere vste jroori ban
gya hai,
Jdd mein nii mnaugaa taa kaun kahega ki eh
mera baiya hai?😂
Jvak bneya fir tohh tuhade lai,
Jindagi jiuga bss tuhade lai

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